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jet plane
09.30.04 (2:17 am)   [edit]

First, I’d like to give a few shout-outs: *CHUCK for trying to help me w/ the Brit paper *ROCHELLE for letting me borrow the textbook (the paper’s printed! Second one this week) *AARON for helping me worry less, and for encouraging me


(once I started thinking about who to thank, the list kept going, so maybe I should do it more often!)


While working on this paper, I’ve been listening to the collection of songs found on the playlist of this public computer.  The song that I’ve enjoyed the most is Leaving on a Jet Plane.  Little did I know until only a few minutes ago that at least THREE people claim it as their own!! Or at least they sing it.  I wonder whose words they really are.  Maybe it’s so popular because so many people can relate to them?? John Denver, Chantal Kreviazuk, and Fiona Apple were the artists I found.  This is what it was like the day I brought Aaron to the airport in August:


So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go


 


Now the time has come to leave you
One more time, oh, let me kiss you
And close your eyes and I'll be on my way


Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times that I won't have to say ...

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sweet
09.29.04 (12:59 pm)   [edit]

Do you know the smell of 'sugar cookies' or other yummy baked goods, as captured by candles?  Quite yummy, right?  Well, last night I found a cafe that has captured that in their Chai!!  If you're in Minneapolis, and would like that experience, stop by UNCOMMON GROUNDS.  It's very dimly lit in their, too, if that's what you like sometimes; and some of the seats are really comfy!  (I want to bring you, Aaron!!  I think it'd be fun.)

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dripping words
09.27.04 (10:11 pm)   [edit]

eleven o'clock finds me jamming on the computer!!  I'm in the public lab, and someone left their handcrafted work w/ instructions: 'PLAY IT LOUD!' which I'm doing- I'm terrible w/ names (of people/songs) but I can remember tunes quite well (even if I don't get all the lyrics well).  This song is:   hang on, it's one that I've enjoyed the tune to for years, but have always only heard key words- - grr!  It's 'Hook' by Blues Traveler.  It seems like he's just making fun of those of us who enjoy a song w/o knowing what it's really saying- sigh . . . serves me right- I just need a break from this etymology paper.  I thought I'd be further by now- where has the time gone?  The minutes are dripping over the edge.

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Thou wouldst as soone goe kindle fire with snow
09.27.04 (1:16 pm)   [edit]

that's by Shakespeare


I'll start off my not taking credit for the following: the info was provided by the Oxford English Dictionary online http://dictionary.oed.com" title="http://dictionary.oed.com" target="_blank"http://dictionary.oed.com - you can get a word of the day, with etymology (history/evolvement) of it.  Since 'snow' is a main theme of this page, I'd like to define it a little.  (oh, and I'm working on an etymology paper on 'team,' and need a break)


* The partially frozen vapour of the atmosphere falling in flakes characterized by their whiteness and lightness; the fall of these flakes, or the layer formed by them on the surface of the ground. It is recorded as early as the first century, according to the Oxford . .


* With adjs. of colour, denoting snow tinged by various foreign substances, or the alga, etc., to which the colouring is due. (that's where I'm getting at w/ this page- and if you've ever been around snow towards spring, when there's just patches of snow that's left, there is always an interesting clutter of things it has collected over the months)


* Spots that appear as a flickering mass filling a television or radar screen, caused by interference or a low signal-to-noise ratio.


* slang (orig. U.S.). Cocaine; occas. heroin or morphine


Here are some suffixes to add to snow- see what comes up!  The list online was way longer: -flurry, -glare, -light, -squall, gallery, glasses, -shed, spectacles;  -blown, -born, -bound, -choked, -cooled, -dazed, -drowned, -fed; -bearded, -blanketed, -coloured, -suited; -rub, -clear, -deep, -fair, -soft, etc.


some to ponder: *snow-cripple, a tree injured by the weight or pressure of snow; *snow job slang (orig. U.S.), a concerted attempt at flattery, deception, or persuasion; *snowpack U.S., lying snow that is compressed and hardened by its own weight; *snow-worm, a worm frequenting or living among the snow


a dead word: {dag}snow-blossom, a snowflake.  Who's up for resurrecting it?  "One of my favorite crafts as a kid was making paper snow-blossoms."

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bred
09.25.04 (2:56 pm)   [edit]

Washing my hands this morning, I see it flaunting.  One of my veins is bulging there, before my eyes.  Now, why today?  why not yesterday when needles were searching for it?  Oh, well- another vein was really great- the blood flowed freely.  Which brings me to another superpower I’m happy for- one that everyone has a certain amount of- the Immune System!!  Mine is awesome- protecting me from many of the flus and who knows what else- around me, most of the time.  I fear I have yielded to the enemy- allowing them to suck one of the key components to this power of mine- my blood.  I’ve felt the effects of this drain- I slept ‘til 10 this morning.  And I don’t even know why I woke up- I was in the middle of a dream.  I normally am awake hours before that.  And I’m not tired mentally- just my whole body feels weaker.  I’ve been washing my hands all the time today- I want to take care of myself, and to be able to do all the work I need to this weekend.


Aaron’s in Seville.  He was on his way when he called last night- (he takes such good care of me!) and his group’s watching a bullfight this weekend.  He told me they kill the bull.  This, I did not know.  it must be a big adrenaline rush- but I don’t see how death can be satisfying in real life- in movies, when a person is seemingly evil to the core, it can be gratifying- but that’s not a real person, and someone brought the bull up to be that mean- - it’s not like it chose to- and I know bulls aren’t people, and I know we eat cows, so you may ask what difference we make in how we kill them, well, I don’t know- I guess all are just bred to die . . .

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vein
09.24.04 (7:40 pm)   [edit]
Thursday night, I walked next door, read some magazines, had a lock put in, ate pb&j, drank apple juice, and went to sleep!
This morning I had 3 needles in my arms at one point, but other than that, got fed well, and relaxed- - Yes, I volunteered my body to the medical world- hopefully, to benefit those who suffer from migraines in the future- I must say, so far I have had NO side effects.
This type of 'work' isn't for everyone- I had something sticking in my forear all night, and in the crook of my elbow for 12 hours today . . . but I had fun, and made some beaded things like a necklace (supplies for free) and it was across the street from my dorm- very convienient . . .
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my boyfriend, the superninja
09.22.04 (3:23 pm)   [edit]

It took a few days, but here's a pic of my superboyfriend, as I promised.


Have you or someone you love ever been attacked by a gorilla?  If not, then it's quite possible that Aaron or one of his buddies is around you- - he moves so fast protecting people, that I had to use a special camera and I had to go back frame-by-frame to find him- and even then, he was blurry because he's moving so fast!! You might have guessed by the background, but yes, he currently is in Spain.


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teachers for hire
09.20.04 (8:58 pm)   [edit]

I want to teach English to those who want to learn!  and I'd like to start in January or February.  Can anybody help me?  Obviously, according to this picture, I have superpowers that make my portfolio worth reading.  Unfortunately, if you're interested in hiring my friend here (although he also has super-senses- notice how he is aware of danger, even being in a different country than me!), he is a silent business partner- I'm the only one actually for hire.


 

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welcome to a new week
09.19.04 (10:19 pm)   [edit]

now that the weekend's wrapping up, welcome back to the regular work week, or school week (if 'regular' is possible!)


I saw Hook the other night at school on the patio, and it was as great as ever!


went to the zoo today w/ brothers and sisters (by school, not birth) and it was great- Como Zoo, aka the free zoo in Como Park- is a great place to go- especially on a warm, breezy day like today!


my roommate's having a tough time (being at school/away from home) --- and i only saw her tonight- she was gone all weekend- so keep that in your prayers


talked w/ Aaron a little today- his update http://brilliancerevealed .blogspot.com" title="http://brilliancerevealed .blogspot.com" target="_blank"http://brilliancerevealed .blo... is fantastic.  I hope to talk w/ him longer soon!


oh- did i even mention my whole 'parents in New Orleans during Hurricane Ivan' thing?  yeah, well, they were- on vacation- and everything closed down (hello, board games), but they were fine and are home safely now.


I'm more level today- after thinking/praying/talking- I'm fine, and all the craziness that's gone on recently is OK.  Thanks, Hope.

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chips
09.18.04 (4:48 pm)   [edit]
these have been days of extreme emotion.
maybe it's that way every day for you, but I'm not used to this kind of thing! (at least not as much as lately.)
yesterday, worked in a gas station for 9+ hours (promoting CREDIT CARDS AGAIN!) and sometimes the deadness of it (veerrry slow) was soooo hard on me (there wasn't even a radio playing!) but other times, i talked w/ some workers there about traveling (yeah, you make me jealous, Aaron)- and it was soooo wonderful to hear about places others have been, or to imagine where i could go- - and there was something very dramatic about the sky- it was mostly blue, but when i looked out the window, peeking around the corner were storm clouds above green trees and a railroad track, and it reminded me of a picnic in South Dakota. and when i finally got home, i was really happy and felt soooo loved, because I had gotten mail (from Aaron) and messages from my dear friends!! hurray! oh, and I also really wanted Aaron's dad to come into the gas station. (why? most of the customers were local truckers or construction workers- and none looked like him- maybe 'cause I've felt close to my own dad lately, and don't know Aaron's dad at all- - w/ that, I feel that way about his whole family, but I don't know how to get close- in-person can be great, like if Aaron's dad had come in, but it's not necessary or viable sigh)
then today has been good- but guys have been weird- cool, nice to work w/, but one just went off about my school (and Christians in general)- and i didn't feel like I necessarily had to defend it, but it was hard to explain myself to him. he didn't understand the rules here- thought they were too confining- that during college, you're supposed to do stupid stuff and grow through it. i think that's true, but that still doesn't mean I'd actually want to go out to clubs and bars- they don't appeal to me, and I can have plenty of fun w/o alcohol (and probably not too much fun w/ it!) anyways, I was explaining Aaron (or at least small parts of him) to the guys- what he's studying (they asked what he's written about)- and based off what I said, the guy thought Aaron's just a normal guy (well, he is) and somehow, it was a big controversy or something, because the guy thought i was good two-shoes and thought Aaron was risque- - and then the guys were making this big deal about salsa dancing and how sexual it was . . . . so they were trying to get me mad for no reason- - so my extreme emotion of today is not anger, but i really feel like I need a girl to talk to! Where are you? oh, well . . . but we'll talk soon- the outdoor movie tonight's Hook
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life, movie, bubble
09.16.04 (8:32 pm)   [edit]
living life inside a bubble
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I had this cool guy just chilling in a bubble representing Exclusivism on that theological poster. I have a hard time believing little kids and those who aren't mentally able to make a choice to dedicate their lives to God are barred from heaven.
the 'bubble' line is also a song on a CD from Aaron- I'll write the bacd in a comment when I read it.
the 'bubble' is also a joke many in and out of my school make of those who go here- because there's a lot of violence and real life and suffering in the neighborhoods surrounding us, but many just stay on campus and don't get involved or help.
the pic i chose 'cause it looks kind of cool. While living somewhat isolated from others can seem like paradise sometimes (like when a good night of sleep is needed)- - I think that paradise is an illusion that will pop sooner or later. I believe we're made for each other- noone is complete enough- good enough- together enough to be alone- we need to depend on each other. it's scary, but it's also really cool! imagine what movies would be like if only one person did the whole thing (with only himself as the character)- - I'm sure it's been done before, and if so- how good is it? isn't it important to have directors and actors and scriptwriters and editors and a plethera of others? so is life
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when it rains
09.15.04 (8:21 pm)   [edit]

yikes! i guess the site will be down in 10 minutes- let see if I can beat it!


I'd like to say there's been a big, important reason why i haven't updated the last few days- maybe there is.


my days are all confused- but i do know it's Wednesday at this point (OK, Thursday in Spain).  Monday I signed up to do a medical study- I'll take various forms of a pill to treat migraines (never had a migraine in my life) and I presented my poster, which went well- I found all the theological stuff I needed; Tuesday I had classes all day and felt like i had way more than I could do; today's my mom's birthday, and she and my dad are on vacation down in New Orleans, stuck in their hotel 'cause the rest of the city's closed down because of Hurricane Ivan and my beloved book I've been going to see regularly at the U has been checked out- by someone else!! and it's been raining the last few days- last night it was warm and I went to a baseball game w/ some friends and had fun- tonight it was chilly and windy and I'm still wet- I enjoyed it, but need to change soon, or i might get sick, and then that would mess a lot of things up, like thi supcoming medical study! (the most fun part about Monday was that I have a prominent pulse of my aorta- the physician got a kick out of that!)

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purple people
09.12.04 (9:07 pm)   [edit]

I worked at the Metrodome today for the first time.  I was nervous because I felt conned into selling credit cards.  It seems like most of the people just wanted the fisherman hat or beach towel.  In my 8-hour shift, I helped sign 115 people up.  Sometimes it sounds like a lot, and sometimes a little, but I'll say this: I was never bored.  There was so much going on!  I was getting overwhelmed sometimes, with people people people moving so much! But when someone was standing there calmly in front of me, my world was at rest.  I still don't feel comfortable promoting something I don't endorse.  I just prayed that the people who signed up have the wisdom to cut up the card or know how to use it responsibly!


I have never seen so many people in purple in my life!  It's neat to see people really supporting someone/something.  It was even NEATER to see couples come in hand-in-hand w/ opposing jerseys on!  Who says a marriage w/ different views on sports/politics can't work?  Hurray teamwork!!


Sometimes I felt isolated, because for half the time, I worked in a booth by myself.  Other times, I felt suffocated, sometimes uncomfortable (my co-worker hit on me), soemtimes really happy . . . the joys of working!


So, people aren't that scary, most are nice and smile back at you, and everyone's crazy (if you've ever seen how some people dress/act at football games or other sports events, you'll know what I mean!).

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I'll bring a camera next time
09.11.04 (6:58 pm)   [edit]
I went to the U tonight to read a little- an hour. I wanted to get back before it got too dark (it is downtown here, and there can be some pretty creepy guys). Well, I almost avoided them. I was singing to the latest CD Aaron made me (in honor of 1 year in July) and there are 3 guys (around 40s) ahead of me. I didn't think crossing the street would help, because in a couple blocks, I'd have to cross again anyways). So one has a paper-bag bottle, and they have all been drinking. One drops back and asks if I'm going to 'the thing' tonight. Of course I have no idea what they're talking about, I mean, there was a college (football?) game at the stadium we were right by that got out over an hour previous- - - plus they didn't seem like fans, anyways, I said, "No," and went on my merry way past them, and the others tried getting me to go by them, but I began singing again, turning up the music and walking on the curb so that if they try to grab me, I'll venture into traffic, and someone's sure to help me. I go half a block, see people tailgating at the stadium, turn around, and the guys are nowhere in sight.
phew!
Now I get to the park across from campus, and two guys are talking to eachother through the tennis court fence. It makes no sense to me. No one else is around, and there are plenty of benches, and no tennis rackets- - why the fence? Aren't there enough 'fences' and 'walls' in conversations w/o a physical one?
The last thing that caught my attention (well, the sunset, creepy guys, clouds, skyline, a lot of things caught my attention) was on the tennis court fence (no, not the guy). It was the word RAIN spray-painted in blue. It's not the first time I've seen it. I wonder if it is gang-related (very well could be-lots of gangs here) or religious/cultic (again, much variety here). Was someone begging for rain? I have no clue.
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Eastern Religions homework
09.10.04 (2:40 pm)   [edit]

I'm working on a poster (fun!!) for my Intro Religions class, and some parts are easier than others!!  We're comparing exclusivism, inclusivism, pluralism, and universalism.  I'm familiar w/ the terms, and know the definitions, etc., of all, but I'm having a hard time looking for in-depth stuff on the internet.  I've found interesting things, such as a ba hai (sorry i slaughtered that) Indian who was really slamming the American 'exclusivists.'  So, there are some pretty in-depth dissertations and such out there, but not what I need- like who are some key people??  hmm . . . besides just the work of finding the info, it is pretty interesting!


Does anyone/everyone get into heaven?  Is there hell?  Does it really matter what I believe?  Is it all relative?


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how to eat richly
09.09.04 (3:35 pm)   [edit]

(or cheaply)


with the start of the new school year, and the absence of my parents' full kitchen comes the common dilema: what will I eat?  I am part of a meal plan here, 10 meals a week.  not bad.  I figure that way, if I'm out of town or something, I can eat more often on the days that I am here.  No wasted meals.  this doesn't lead to an especially full stomach most of the time, though.  In addition to half-price appetizers after 9 or 10 a many restaurants, I have found other ways.  For example, $9 gave my roommate and I 10 taco sandwiches (total) w/ red grapes.  2 sandwiches were average for a 'meal.'   while some basic things, such as bread, cheese, and meat don't go on that huge of a sale, how much more do you pay going out to eat?  Now, if you want to talk about the social benefits of going out, remember that I live in the dorms.  it's almost always a social experience!  Farmers market is another good way to go.  Fruit's such a healthy way to tide over between meals!


All this seems really obvious, though exciting to me, so I'll stop.


except this: life ('meals') don't have to be reduced to Ramen noodles and candy!  There is a better way to go, and it can be easy, fun, fast, and worth it! (it took about a minute or two in the grilled-cheese maker for 2 sandwiches)  Take care of yourself.

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change
09.08.04 (8:51 pm)   [edit]


I need to make some changes- not through surgery per se, but my attitude, and happiness, and what I share w/ others, to say the least.  How hard can it be to be more supportive of others?  and to find the right people to open up to?

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Ella Enchanted
09.07.04 (9:37 am)   [edit]
Why can't life be more like the movies?  I saw Ella Enchanted this weekend, and I recommend it, especially to girls.  In it, it was very obvious who was bad or evil and who was good or at least would fight for equal rights.  I wish election day was like that.  Why can't I know that someone's 100% evil so I can vote him out of office??  Sadly, that's not how real life is.  Sometimes, the right choice can be very obvious, but more often than not, I've gotta set aside or ignore my fears and just go for it.
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laughter prevents screaming
09.05.04 (7:00 am)   [edit]
sometimes it does.
I often laugh when I'm nervous or very upset. I am not a loud person, but I can glare or say some mean stuff. Laughing gives me a little time to cope w/ it and reconsider the right response. Sometimes that means I don't say what I really think or feel, but I figure it's easier on the other person then, and on me. Who wants to be vulnerable? I'm trying to be more, but I'll take any encouragement I can get.
Another way that laughter can prevent screaming is in annoying situations. Let's say you're sleeping in a dorm, and you wake up at 2 a.m. to loud neighbors. Some of the voices are unfamiliar, so you can assume there are guests. They are laughing/giggling a ton. You're crabby and want to sleep, or more than that, scream (perhaps at them). I didn't. In this case, I didn't laugh, they did, but if I would've said anything, that'd probably make them sad/mad, and the only way I couldn't hear them was if they were whispering (and then, maybe they'd still laugh and keep me up). Especially w/ having guets over, I wanted to give them a break. Enjoy life, enjoy the time they have together! If it happens regularly or when no guests are there, I'll sure do something about it. At least I didn't knock on the wall like I wanted to. For some reason, words don't see important to me when I'm half-awake. I prefer light-hearted laughing while skipping down the street w/ Aaron to the laughter I described in this blog, but I'll take what I can get.
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on your own
09.04.04 (4:49 pm)   [edit]
What a nice day! Inside, that is. I've been decorating my dormroom. I cut out cloud shapes- just the outline (aqua) and left the white walls to fill in the rest of the picture. It's on the long wall. I also have a water-theme going on. I have a mini city skyline, and a garlic clove in a sunset along the 'shoreline'- - and blue waves, and some fish- - - it's got to be an interesting, enjoyable room!
It's still warm out- in the 80s now (was 90s)- but it'll cool off to the 70s over the next few days.
I'm going to my first State Fair ever!! (at least as far as I remember). I'm excited. I have been to a World Fair. My mom was 8 months pregnant with me. I think it counts.
I had a nice talk w/ Aaron this morning (around 5 a.m. here, noon there)- he seems to be doing pretty well. He's been updating his website on his Spain adventures, so he could tell it better than me- check out the 'Aaron's New' link to the left. The main thing we talked about was the importance of others in our lives. It can be easy to try and do things on our own (as if we can!)- but we're made for each other! We're all special, and have things to share and help each other- none of us is very strong on our own- but we can sure do a lot together! Imagine trying to travel to the next town w/ no hepl from anyone. Could you drive there? (build your own car?) could you pack a lunch? (did you grow your own stuff- couldn't go to a store!) is there a road paved? (are you going to pave it?) what else would it take and what kind of effort to do life on your 'own'?
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thank-you, God
09.04.04 (6:45 am)   [edit]

I started by thanking the wind and shadows, but they're made by God, so I have to give him the credit.  It's a hot day out- in the 90s, and I walked about a half hour to get to the U of M, and the only thing that kept me from dripping w/ sweat were the wind and shadows.  Mostly from tall bukldings, not trees, except on campus, but no big clilmbing trees (sorry, Aaron.)


I finally caved in and got my textbooks.  One that I didn't, I read at the U, and really enjoyed the comfy chair, being in a different place . . .


So, thank-you God for a break!

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now that it's working . .
09.02.04 (11:46 am)   [edit]

So, the computer tried to eat my floppy.  NOthing new in this computer lab, but it's a brand-new disk, and I thought I'd fare better.  I was just going to paste some stuff I'd written yesterday.  Since so many people overload the internet system at the beginning of the school year, I guess it messes up the connection.


I was writing about good and bad thigns yesterday.  It all turned out OK.  I was missing Aaron and Amber, and pouting- not having much to do (the library closed early)- but I ended up going downtown w/ Hope, and that was good.  It was warm out- in the 80s- even at 8/9 at night.  It's supposed to be hotter today.


Homework has swung pretty hard at me.  I'm taking a British Lit. class, and she expects us to read almost 3,000 pages by the end of the semester- wait- I take that back- she wants us to read each section 3 times each so we can really understand it- make that closer to 10,000 pages!! The Bible isn't nearly that long, and I can't get through it in a year, let alone a semester!  I have a feeling I'll live, though.


I still haven't bought any books- I'm still look at alternatives.


I had breakfast this morning!  Hashbrowns, oatmeal, tapioca pudding, blueberry yogurt, apple juice . . . mmmm!  Breakfast is great!  I'm ready for lunch soon, though.


I was also having a hard time yesterday because I'm graduating soon, yet I'm less sure and probably prepared for the 'real world' than these young guys here. (at least it feels like that)- - and I know when I compare, it always ends up bad - but it's so hard not to do!  I have chapel, lunch, dinner, and a meeting tonight (meeting other girls on my floor!)


Hope you take a walk outside, wherever you are. Enjoy!

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