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| melanchole |
| 11.28.04 (8:41 pm) [edit] |
According to Asimov's Guide to Shakespeare, Greek physicians advanced the notion of four fluids or 'humors' in the body: phlegm, blood (sanguis in Latin), bile (chole in Greek), and black bile (melanchole in Greek). Do those sound like different personality types- especially sanguine and melanchole? I wonder who dubbed personality-types after bodily fluids? It seems kinda gross, yet it kinda makes sense- like earth/water/air/fire- a base thing. It's interesting to see what words have come to mean through the years!! Earlier today, I was thinking about on/off. It was getting dark out as I got back to campus (at 5p.m.!!), and the way was well-lit, except on the very-same block of campus, a sensor-triggered light went off when I walked through it's path. and by off, I mean OFF! I mean it was lit up, but then went dark. Maybe it was on a timer, not a sensor- - Either way, lights and sounds tend to go 'on' in actuality when they go 'off,' right? "The fire alarm went off when I was trying to sleep." See?
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| twelfth night |
| 11.28.04 (1:35 pm) [edit] |
Have you ever heard angry typing? I'm at the U working w/ Shakespeare- I've actually found a helpful site on Twelfth Night- and this guy is pounding away like he's pounding someone's head in!! Oh good, she's leaving! Anyways, check out that link- it will give you a good idea of what the plays about, and if you've already read/seen it, it has more depth, too.
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| to be 20 again |
| 11.27.04 (10:35 pm) [edit] |
what would that be like? would I know and have experienced what I have past then, and remember it? would it be a clean slate? I would be in my second semester at North Central, would have recently finished working at Six Flags (or if it were August, I could still be doing that). . I'm just imagining my day-to-day life then, and all of the people I hadn't met yet, including cool roommates, friends, Aaron . . back then I did imagine I'd either be graduated already this past May, or would be soon- so I'm about in the same place (minus the major- back then I was Psychology, before that Children's Ministry; now I'm T.E.F.L)- yet I'm also not in the same place, because I couldn't imagine the many journeys I've been on, on more of an emotional level. My mind has been everywhere today, and I've talked a little about it w/ my co-worker tonight, the first times he's worked with me- I hope he didn't get super annoyed or anything. He was pretty trapped there- but I guess he probably has the skills to shut somebody up . . anyways, one thing I've been thinking about (surprise!) is what in the world will happen to me after I graduate! Only a few weeks left. I'll work up 'til Christmas, go 'home' to Wisconsin, and hopefully head West to work in California in January. But what about emotions/relationships? About the only person I'll know out there is Aaron- at least we've met more than a couple times- and I've been imagining the support and love from my family, and from living in the dorms, and I imagine a cold, individual world before me. Is it time for me to stop receiving from others, and to solely give? I'm definitely a feedback person! I get really bummed when I'm ignored- and although it hurts to hear negative things/criticism, it is really important to me to hear the truth. So I'm glad I'm 22, not 20. I'm happy with where I'm at, with everything it holds for me- good and bad. Plus, there will never be a time that isn't confusing.
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| snow-blossomed |
| 11.25.04 (8:39 am) [edit] |
The perfect Thanksgiving morning: Sleeping in slightly- it not mattering when I get up- it's leisurely. I gaze out the window, and it looks like those miniature Christmas villages- a light layer of snow everywhere!! I've been waiting for this snow!! This is the first time that it has stuck this year, and I'm thrilled!! It's really funny looking at the backyard, though, 'cause one line of arborvitae and grass is as greena nd untouched as ever!! It's as if someone spray-painted the scene, not going all the way to the edge! I'm dressed and ready to go to my grandparents with my family, where my cousins are at. We'll eat and enjoy each others' company, as only family can do! (OK, not only family, but there's something special/some kind of connection w/ blood). The drive 'home' was good yesterday morning- good weather/traffic/time. I'm bummed that I need to leave tomorrow morning already!! But having a job is good. No matter how you spend your 'Thanksgiving,' make sure to take some time out and reflect on what you're thankful for (maybe even tell the person it concerns)- I know I will!
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| Hark |
| 11.20.04 (10:19 am) [edit] |
Christmas music has been playing on more than CDs recently- yesterday marked the first Christmas song(s) I've heard this season!! For those of you in Minneapolis, it is 107.9 FM. I heard the rest of the stations are waiting until the day after Thanksgiving. I think more 'Christmas songs' should be sung throughout the year! Like 'Hark the Herald, Angels Sing:' "Light and life to all he brings-" I mean, is that confined to 'all' during the Christmas season? or year-round? . . . I went to the store yesterday afternoon before work, and I don't know if it was the rain and dark, the heavy traffic, my low funds, or my tiredness of excess, (or any combination of the above) but driving from the store, which was part of a neighborhood of strip-malls, to the Mall of America, all I could see were stores and restaurants- no houses or trees- just lights everywhere that seemed to scream, "Buy something here! We have something that might make you happy for a minute or two!" But I didn't stop, only proceeded into the Mall, where I was beckoned to try hand lotion by a vendor- and people appeared out of the woodwork there- people, and stuff, and blegh! Aren't there more important thigns to do than shop? or to spend one's money on? (like people that need it- for even basic things like food and clothes). I for one bought 'ingredients' for a present, and some things on a list for poor people- you know those grocery bags that have lists of things people need? I bought some, and will turn the bag in tomorrow. Now, I'm not saying I never waste my money, or that I'm a saint or anything, but it is possible to to avoid the temporary glitter of things. Enjoy holiday shopping, all- don't get suckered in. Maybe sing along to the Christmas music- that's always fun!
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| years gone by |
| 11.16.04 (8:58 am) [edit] |
So what's new? I've had a good weekend. Now it's the middle of the school week!! That's OK. Since libraries rock and are one of the things I advocate, I've spent some time in them this weekend. In fact, I currently have 11 books checked out- 9 for reports, 2 for pleasure. Actually, I've been enjoying reading about the Bakkers- Jim and Tammy Fae. Even though they got big, as in television evangelists, etc., it was good to read how they had to trust God all along the way- giving up everything they had more than once, and getting blessed over and over. . . In a week and one day, I'll be on the road home for Thanksgiving!! It'll be for less than 48 hours, but I'm happy to be going there, and I know there are many that don't get to be with their family this fall. Three years ago, I left with my dad on Thanksgiving Day for Amsterdam and Brussels. It was so fun!! It's great making the most of the situation- a lot of airlines were losing business because of September 11 and scared people (sorry to simplify it so much). Anyways, we got a great deal on Kuwaiti (sp?) Airlines and were treated like royalty!! In fact, we even got upgraded a class 'cause my dad asked for an aisle seat (he has long legs)! Also, the movies were censored, and holding hands was blurred.
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| sorbet wins tonight |
| 11.11.04 (10:16 pm) [edit] |
Song: She Will Be Loved, by Maroon 5. If you happen to be in Australia, they are touring there this month. I'd love to visit all the places they've been this fall- all over Europe . . . anyways, choosing to love someone has been a big thing for me lately, and allowing/receiving that love- so it fits well. note: It's not always rainbows and butterflies It's compromise that moves us along My heart is full and my door's always open You can come anytime you want The lyrics also seem to be about 'Peter' in Win a Date with Tad Hamilton, which I just watched Wednesday night. It was definitely cheesy, and appeared low-budget, but I still ended up cheering for the underdog (well, more of the friend, who appeared less cool because he wasn't a movie star- haha). Anyways, they're 22+ but here is Maroon 5 again: Beauty queen of only eighteen She had some trouble with herself He was always there to help her She always belonged to someone else Today was my first day at Häagen-Dazs. Aaron- interested in seasonal work in Spain (forgetting work permits for the time being, and all the millions of things to do besides work)? Well, did you know that there is a Häagen-Dazs cafe in Granada, Spain? And Minneapolis is the headquarters, so managers, etc., from all over train here? I'm pretty excited about that! Hurray, people!! One last thing: Häagen-Dazs is a Dutch or German name meaning 'heavenly days' or 'having icecream,' right? actually, it is none of the above!! it is a name meaning nothing (or at least it's made up) by the founders- 2 Jewish guys in New York. That said, good night, all.
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| scaredy cat |
| 11.08.04 (8:26 pm) [edit] |
So, I'm a scaredy cat that roams around. I don't want to be- I'm tired of being! It's time for me to quit acting like a cat, ready to jump at any second.
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| what Saturdays are for |
| 11.06.04 (7:22 pm) [edit] |
Last night, I stayed up 'til 4:30. Hurray! Isn't that what college students are supposed to do? It was a lot of important talking with some of my friends, something that needed to happen, and finally did- and then I was so excited, I woke Aaron up (it was 9 in Spain) and talked w/ him, and that was great- and before I knew it, it was 11 a.m.. So late!! Well, took a shower, went to brunch, poked around dorm a bit, went downtown to the library (found a good cheese bread recipie and reviews of bacon brands) and GNC (I found breakfast bars on clearance- nutrious, but high in saturated fat, and taste gross)- AND!! the weather has been absolutely BEAUTIFUL here! The upper 60s may not seem like much to you, but in November in the Midwest, it is a blessing. I'm sorry to say that it won't last, dropping to the 40s, maybe 50s over the next 5 days. It was enjoyable nonetheless, and looking at Orange's (CA) weather the next week, I'm inclined to say that I'm warming up to it more now (Southern CA, that is). Tonight, I've read Aaron's old entries about Mount Rushmore, and I'm nostalgic- although he mentioned more than once that I talk too much (which is OK- of course there's things he doesn't like about me!) and I've been listening to a wide range of music, but ended up on Counting Crows' 'Long December' for awhile. I'm not sad- I just didn't want to go find a new song all the time- DECEMBER! What a great month. My parents will come up for graduation chapel (they've only come to bring me before), I'll take my last finals EVER! (or at least until I get my masters or something); I'll be finishing up temporary job(s) here; I'll go home to my parents; possibly see Aaron; possibly see Chicago and the giant Christmas tree; Christmas; possibly be packing up to live some place I never have before- - - so many possibilities- and all in one month! Maybe it really will be a long December.
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| play and work |
| 11.05.04 (7:55 am) [edit] |
So, I'm going for it. I've applied to two stores for seasonal help in the Mall of America. What is it with me and the stereotypical landmark of areas? It began small, Culver's Frozen Custard, the hang out place for many peers at the time, and their families on weekends. Then, Six Flags Great America, a well-known attraction (believe me, there are many small, privately owned businesses where I've lived!), then Mount Rushmore (need I say more?) then at the Metrodome, and now probably at the Mall of America! (the last two, probably among the most famous places in Minneapolis). Oh, a world-chain bakery was in their, too . . . I really don't know how it's happened that way. I've avoided Walmart, Target, and many food chains, but maybe that hasn't been enough. It may seem to make sense to work at the Mall of America, but there are a gazillion more malls and places to work at besides there. . . Anyways, I may either work at a fragranced place or an icecream one (maybe both!) But I want to go home for Thanksgiving, and I need to be out of my dorm by Dec. 17th, so I hope that doesn't hinder me from employment! Anyways, I just bought a hat at our school's Lost and Found Sale (people have a chance to claim their stuff, but then the closet gets full .. ) so it's a nice, warm hat (a guy's, I think) with black fleece on the inside, and a slightly-teal mostly blue, w/ a black stripe @ bottom wool outside. I'm ready for you, biting winter!! (Scarves are like shields, and much more)
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| is it anything like marriage? |
| 11.03.04 (5:34 pm) [edit] |
politics, the presidential election, that is. "No way!" part of me screams, but note the similarities: eseentially, when the 'wedding day' or 'election day' comes, we're all stuck with him for a long time, but unlike marriage, we know how long it will last- 4 years. At least in that regard, if he hasn't turned out to be what we expected, we can give another guy a try. (and I meant 'stuck' in the best way- maybe 'partnered with' or something) There are a lot of emotions and hype w/ the election- and advice or opinions from practically everyone, which seems would be the case in a marriage decision. In a previous post, I mentioned something to the effect of John Kerry being my suitor- that may seem somewhat like dating, but I personally have not had to sit there for months being wooed by two or more guys for my affections (or at least not to my knowledge :wink:); another difference w/ the day of the decision is that he doesn't start his term until 2 months later- so is it more like a 'yes' to an engagement proposal? I don't know if this is at all interesting, so I won't add more points. The idea for this came about, because now that the results are in, I don't feel much. I felt a lot before now, and was very excited to see what would come, and now I'm just calm and OK with it, but I think I would be no matter who won. I am happy with how today went and with how both Senator Kerry and President Bush handled themselves and each other today. I think it is important to pray for the President daily and to look forward to what is to come. I am interested in what changes will occur, what decisions will be made, and how they'll affect whom. Here's to the next four years: :) :D :) :D :) :D :) :D :) :D :) :D :) :D :) :D :) :D :)
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