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| today is but a slice |
| 01.30.05 (5:36 pm) [edit] |
I desperately searched for an internet station at the airport- there's nothing to do there! (or at least when you have heavy carry-ons. My mom and Grandma were going to hang out w/ me, but they're on the other side of the aiport. I took a seat, and it felt wonderful! Ahhhh. . . . maybe I could sleep! But guilt racked me awake- what should I have done differently? Not this vacation-week, but weeks proceeding? How should I have shared this present with my friends? By now, most know anyways. (that for my graduation from college, my family sent me to Hawaii with my mom and grandma for a week- it wasn't even until January that tickets were bought- it might've been in March, but it worked out this way). Does it matter how my friends found out about this trip? yes. Should I stress about it? It had been raining practically all day (Saturday). I think my problem is me making decisions for other ppl. Case in point, I feel like I have a lot of good things going for me, and that my life is fairly easy- so when I foudn out my parents' plans for my present, I was excited, but didn't know what to do w/ it. I didn't want to brag, and with all the tough/bad things that some of my friends and the rest of the world are going through, I decided it'd be better to not say anything than risk adding sorrow/jealousy to anyone's life (I sound so selfish!!) I didn't give my friends the benefit of the doubt- that they could be mature and nice and share in the joy, like what friends do! (double the joy, divide the pain). I'm sorry. Part of what I was thinking was that I don't deserve this great gift- it's hard to accept a good thing- but even through the church service today- I'm belieiving God more and more that he is good and wants to bless us - and not just 'us' as anyone and no one, but as in 'me, too.' and you.
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| 01.28.05 (4:50 am) [edit] |
I am not Erin! Erin's in Hawaii!
This is Aaron. I am Erin's boyfriend and new next door neighbor! Erin asked me to write a guest entry while she's gone to let you all know what's up with her. The following things (and quite possibly more!) are up with our dear Erin.
#1. She has found a place to live here in California, in the house that as I type is currently in a leftwardly direction from myself. My friend Naomi's parents own two very nice multi-bedroom dwellings, which are segregated by gender. Three of my old roommates live in the "boy" house, and I had a place secured there for quite a while, but we had not counted on the "girl" house even being a possibility for Erin and were quite surprised to learn there was a vacancy. After scouring the Chapman University campus and surrounding areas for "room for rent" flyers with little tear-off phone numbers, calling said phone numbers, scoping out said rooms and much searching of her own soul, Erin decided that the "girl" house was the place for her. She is a bit disapointed that they don't have a swimming pool, though. And we're still trying to find a bed for the room. But these are small things! After almost two weeks, we were finally able to unpack her car, and I'd say she's settling in well to the place, but, um . . .
#2. As I mentioned before, she is in Hawaii. I sort of think when you're just about to leave for Hawaii, you don't really have any reason to be looking for a house or appartment with a swimming pool, but Erin always has been interested at "long term liquid investments." Ha ha ha! I was afraid I wasn't going to be able to get a gut-busting joke in there. Liquid investments. whooo boy! I'm not sure if that joke will make sense when I read it again tomorrow, but at a quarter to three in the morning, it sounds pretty good to me! Anyway, Erin is ditching me and her other new neighbors for a week to enjoy spme cross-generational galavanting around the Islands with her mom and grandma. Last I heard, they were on their way to a luau and she was on the lookout for a coconut to bring back home for me! I have never been to Hawaii or eatten fresh coconut, but Erin has done both, on a high school choir trip in her youth, two diplomas ago. From what I understand neither of Erin's matriarchs accompanying her had ventured to those Pacific shores before and Erin has a great uncle that her grandmother was keen to get to visit. They've been rising early and going to bed early, so I'm not too worried about Erin staying out all night and meeting shirtless surfers at tiki bars. Not that I would be anyway, but it's nice to know she's getting a decent amount of sleep and is able to enjoy the beaches in the mornings when hardly anyone else is up.
Hopefully she'll come back with pictures.
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| we're here! |
| 01.21.05 (12:42 pm) [edit] |
We're in California!! Yesterday (Thursday) we made the final trek on our road trip, from Southern Oregon to Southern California, and now we're here- it took 12 hours- which is a good time, L.A. wasn't too bad (but a lot worse than Minneapolis rush hour). The apartment/room search is going well for me- I've got some leads- and I am soooo ready to settle down and empty my trunk. I had thin mint candies for breakfast- it's the first time Aaron's let me get away with non-food as food this month. We've eatten well-balanced meals. He hasn't eatten breakfast. Have you? I love breakfast, just don't have the food for it right now. We'll eat a good lunch.
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| Road Trip |
| 01.17.05 (4:04 pm) [edit] |
It's been nearly two weeks since I've updated, and over 2,000 miles. Here are some pics to show the great road trip Aaron and I have been on. It all started in Chicago Friday the 7th- at least that's when Serpe and I picked him up, but there are no places of that state. I did disguise myself, though- a big tan jacket, sunglasses, an old dress (jean w/ lace- definitely 70s- but looked like the 1850s). We then proceeded to stay w/ my family for the weekend, and are at my parents' home in this first pic.  Next, we proceeded to Minneapolis, friends, and fun. It snowed and was cold (see Aaron rubbing his hands together?) To our regret, we took no pictures w/ friends- this is actually the only one we took in the entire state of Minnesota!  North Dakota was fine- we stayed w/ my cousin and his wife, and their dog and cat. This was at the time when there was a freezing cold front coming- like negative 30s/40s without the windchill! Luckily, we only had to get out to fill up gas, and that was only twice in ND. The first time, it was in a small town- Buffalo, and we ate a ma-n-pa place w/ only one worker- it was great!! Highly recommended. Anyways, on the other side of the railroad tracks was the gas station this pic was taken at. It is supposed to depict the cold.  Montana was the longest state to get through. It took sooooo long! We got there Wednesday, ate dinner w/ my aunt, uncle, and cousin, had a good time, watched/listened to the weather, and when we got up the next morning to leave, my aunt said we can go back to bed (we didn't). Because of the road conditions, even my uncle was sendign his workers home, and they wouldn't be on the road hearly as long as Aaron and I would have! So we stayed inside, and played a lot of UNO-Rummy-Up w/ my aunt. It was fun. Aaron tried to fix their computer, which was infected w/ a lot of things. So Friday morning, we headed out. Here is a sampling of the land and mountains in Montana.  We finally made it through the state when it was getting dark, and I was freaking out when driving through Idaho, although I loved the hills- the weather was bad, it was dark, bright headlights, couldn't see the road-- to Aaron took over, and we made it to Washington state fine. Here's a pic of when we're a little worn from driving.  We stayed in Spokane, Washington, the City of Lilacs, which was very exciting for me, since they're my second favorite flower (irises=1st). When Aaron called his mom before we left Saturday morning, she reported about freezing rain, and how we won't be able to get through Portland (which is on the way to Dallas, Oregon). So we drove though the most boring land I've ever seen, and it was very sunny out. Before that was Spoakne, though. Here's a shot as we left the city.  We made it into Oregon, and were behind a snow plw, and stopped for gas, and learned we needed chains to continue the trip, so we headed down to his aunt and uncle's instead, in Bend, which is in central Oregon, out og the way, but at least a safe, free place to stay. The family was nice and laughed a lot, and Sunday morning, we went to a Nazarene church, which I'd never been to before, but it was great- more contemporary music, and a good message, and some people stood in front of teh church to represent an issue to pray about. It was powerful. We ended up taking smaller highways through national parks Sunday to get to Dallas, Aaron's hometown. I drove (Aaron and I have driven about half each)- and stayed at the speed limit the whole time- the roads were still wet and crummy, and I didn't want a ticket, accident, or death, but cars ended up in a parade behind us. Here's a photo of some beautiful trees in Oregon. Don't you want to visit?  Now we're resting a couple days. It has been a great trip- a lot of miles, talking, seeing people, not getting hurt- and I'm looking forward to finishing it up w/ Aaron this week.
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| some kind of easy mark |
| 01.05.05 (5:14 pm) [edit] |
today has been all snow and teeth. Seriously. That's all that's encompassed my day. I love the snow, and can't wait to play in it, but until then, I've spent my share of time removing it from the driveway and my car. It may not sound like much, but when it keeps snowing, and every car at this house has driven over it at least once, it can seem like an endless task. I'm also numb from the dentist, and still managed to down a taco (I cooked for my parents, hurray!) but very slowly, and with only part of my tongue actually tasting it. Maybe that she be a new diet fad? It sure is hard to chew and swallow when you're numb. maybe it would even drag family time out, and bring members closer? anyways, the last thing i want to do tonight is play in the snow in the backyard and lie on my back, maybe even sleep, then come inside, put on dry, warm pjs, drink hot cocoa (or would that keep me up?) and sleep in my comfy bed. That sure would be a lot better than the day I've already had. Part of why I feel this way is 'cause I thought I could hang out w/ Serpe, and pack/clean, but I've down none. I can get cranky when plans change. But I'm happy to spend time w/ my family tonight, and some of the dentists were really nice, and supportive of my future CA days (one's brother lives in Orange County, in fact- too bad I don't know Korean! I could've been a nanny). There is still time left of today, and I'd like to make the most of it!
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| windows |
| 01.03.05 (9:54 pm) [edit] |
Take care of your eyes. I slept in my contacts last night, and even after putting drops in tonight, they were pretty glued to me eyes, and they still kinda burn. Not healthy!! But I haven't worn glasses or contacts much lately- my glasses were broken, giving my eyes a rest, but now they're fixed (crazy glue) and thank God for that! I think carrots (vitamin A?) are good for your eyes. and they're yummy! I'm trying to think of other ways to take care of eyes- like on a different level, like not filling them w/ inappropriate images, but I don't know what I'm saying. Every person has sme kind of conscious, and I think normally knows what is healthy or a good or bad idea. I/we are good at justifying or belittling just about everything under the sun, but I think deep in our gut, we still know what to do or when to turn off something. Even with that kind of responsibility, I'm sure glad I can see. Do you know how cool that is? How much we can pick up -- from colors to tones in peoples' expressions, to calculating depth? It's crazy, yet so cool!
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| this time |
| 01.01.05 (2:18 pm) [edit] |
Happy New Year! Let's go backwards in time. I stayed up 'til 2, the last hour I was wide awake and hyper, and also worried. My brother worked 'til midnight, and I expected him home after that, but he went out, but I heard him come home before I calmed down enough to sleep. I dreamt that I was kind of the 'other woman.' But in a nicer way. It had to do with an ex-girlfriend, and that being over, and what we have is real. My boyfriend was not Aaron or anyone I know, but it seemed real. But it is not real. The dream must have been a spattering of all of the romance comedies I saw last night. The last one was Kate and Leopold, which kept me up 'til 1. Except for a couple minutes preceding midnight, until almost 12:30. So no, I did not count down and cheer at midnight. I also don't have resolutions. I think I should, and should write them down, but right now, I'm just jittery and hard enough on myself. Writing or saying something is really scary for me. It's like it makes it real. More real than just thinking or seeing something. Like this whole tsunami and its effects. That's the main reason I haven't written since Tuesday. I'd feel like a jerk not mentioning it, since it's had such a big effect on me, not to mention millions, if not billions of people around the world. I know that God is good. He is faithful, and I don't know why He let this happen, but I'm trusting Him to bring us through it, provide for those who need so much help- medically, emotionally, spiritually. I've been praying, and don't know what else I can do- I have clothes to send, but it looks like they're just looking for money. I wish I could share some peace and comfort with the hurting. I'd like to cry and share the pain, and hug them. But maybe they already get that from each other? Before Kate and Leopold, I watched You've Got Mail with my parents. The big thing I was thinking about before sleeping was movie plots and love. For the most part, or least as much as I could remember, love stories in both movies and books involve at least one person giving up something very big- and/or making a big leap. In Kate and Leopold, this involved jumping off a bridge into a time portal. In You've Got Mail, it was seeing something good in a person you despise. Love takes work. You can't sit still. 30 years from now, I don't want to realize I'm just living with a man, with that being the only thing in common with the man I marry. The same address and name should be only a small percentage of what a married couple has in common! I don't want to be a stranger, and I know that takes work, but I'm willing! So what did you do to ring in the New Year? (or any other comment you'd like to share!)
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