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02.28.05 (4:16 pm)   [edit]
Yay for opening up Boo for hurting.  In the high school class today, the most difficult student refused to do something simple (make a copy of a sheet that showed his homework for the week).  Every student had to do that for me, and we chit-chatted for a minute, no problem- making sure they udnerstood what they had to do before the teacher left.  The teacher comes once every two weeks usually.  He just would not comply, and so Patricia, the lady in charge who stays in her office monitoring everything and does work that way, had to deal with him.  At the end of the day, she was happy- that Tanner opened up to her and admitted that he was hurt- thinking I was being bossing, but Patricia was just beaming, because the only emotion he usually confesses is anger, so this is a big thing for him.  That is encouraging, but I don't want to help someone out if it means hurting them.
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from the eye of. . .
02.27.05 (1:23 am)   [edit]

Here are some pictures taken in January:


The first one is Aaron and I in the Gorge- Oregon side- in January w/ a gorgeous waterfall in back.  This is post-beard, pre-clean shave.  These used to be four times as big.  They're not as cool anymore, but easier to see.


This next one is Aaron exploring the possibilities of facial hair.


Here is closer to what my handsome guy looks like now, minus the robe.


And finally, my current room.  Except now instead of the sleeping bag, there is a twin-sized bed w/ a navy comforter or quilted comforter.  And fabric over the 'night stand'- - the walls are a kind of lavender.

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quizzed
02.25.05 (4:49 pm)   [edit]
Wednesday I started tutoring at the middle school.  They were a lot of fun, and full of life.  It was a great day!  Today, they goofed off more, but it's Friday, and a majority paid attention and did what they should.  There are 5 periods that I go to.  Each class is different, some with more of a math or science emphasis, some with English, and there's one that I like the best.  The teacher is enthusiastic and loves the kids.  I don't remember hearing him say one negative thing.  He's on their side, and at the end of class, quizzes kids on random info, like about states or literature or whatever- he uses part of a game that gives him 2 random letters, which he comes up w/ a question about- and he gives hints and such- and makes sure that everyone answers at some point, and gives them a treat.  Why aren't all of us more like that every waking moment of our lives?  Why is it so easy to be critical or depressed or self-focused, when we can encourage each other so much?
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what police may do
02.22.05 (11:03 am)   [edit]
I was out driving after spending time w/ my family and extended relatives, and we were in southern California (I could tell 'cause of the roads- many dips to prevent speeding) anyways, somehow I ended up running a red, and I saw an officer, so I pulled over, but he drove past, and I got out of my car and waited a few minutes, and this young cop walked up and talked w/ me but I didn't really know what was going on.  I ended up going down to the police station, and I guess I wasn't in trouble- they just wanted someone to help time how long it takes to go from a stoplight for a couple blocks.   (I personally didn't think I'd be a good candidate, because I usually don't go nearly as fast as the average driver).  Anyways, there was a lot of waiting around, and all of the police officers were college/early twenties age, and the main guy had to 'administrative assistants'- annoying, no personal space women.  So I'm worried 'cause I was supposed to order or pick up food for the family- at least they weren't going to eat 'til I got there, so I went to use the phone, and I interrupted the closing of a meeting of 40-something adults who seemed more professional than their younger counterparts- and the woman seemed very suspicious of me, but I called a local (714) number.  I don't remember getting a hold of anyone, but I do remember an elaborate map that the police had drawn out- it turned out that there were three teams (well, I was by myself) and we each had to go from start to finish in our own section, which were in different parts of town.  The girls were complaining that they had to go the furthest from the station, but when I said I was new in town, they laughed at me and were relieved.  The map reminded me of a video game (MarioLand?)- lots of crazy thigns, and there was a winding road that looked like a water slide.  Then I woke up.  It was one dream that probably will never be resolved!
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today I painted
02.21.05 (4:54 pm)   [edit]
Isn't life tiring?  I've always thought of myself as rather talkative- sometimes I am way too much so, and othertimees, I'm silent, letting the person tallking have the floor- sometimes I don't feel the need to contribute to a 'conversation' or that I don't need to offer feedback because my opinion or thoughts are that obvious.  I am wrong.  What do I talk about in the first place?  I know I can talk, but lately, whether through work or other relationships, there is a lack in communications on my part.  I've often thought recently, "You don't already know?" In response to questions I've been asked- What I think, what I feel.  Sometimes I don't want to point out differences in opinion, because differences can divide, but they can unite, too!  So I'm trying to talk more, make myself more clear.  If I talk too much or 'question your intelligence' in the manner in which I clarify myself, please let me know- I want to do things right!
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singing in the Friday rain
02.18.05 (1:54 pm)   [edit]

Hello, again.
If you don't want to read about errands, just know that sometimes getting a job can be rather fast sometimes, and skip to the next paragraph.  I am pretty amazed at how fast things have worked w/ Orange Unified.  I called Tuesday to find out if they even wanted me, went in Wednesday morning, got the info I needed- heading to the District Office, and then proceeded to get my TB test the same day, and fingerprinted the next (electronically- it was so cool!) and the results of the fingerprints were supposed to take 3-10 business days, but this morning, Orange Unified called and said they got the results, and after I picked up the TB results, and handed in all the paperwork, I now start Wednesday at 8:30!! Hurray!  So yeah, errands!
Aaron has started a new website- he fiddled around w/ it 'til it was what he wanted, so here it is:  Apokalipsis.  And yes, he intentially spelled it that way- it was his nickname in Spain.  Ask him about it.  He did an awesome job w/ colors and the layout.  As far as content, I've only skimmed it (I'm passing it on to you as fast as I've got it!) but it seems like whataever was going on that day- isn't it always?  But if you want to look inside his brain, or at least know what's going on in his life, check it out.  Which I will do now.

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the clouds have dissipated
02.16.05 (1:10 pm)   [edit]

Cupid found my bed through Freecycle.  I've gotten nail polish through there, too.  (I'm wearing gold/pink metallic now).  There are 3,800+ members in Orange County, and more than 5,000 in the Twin Cities- it is through yahoo, and it's sort of like a garage sale- except you know what there before you get there, and you might drive to a different town.  About anything can be up for grabs- furniture, plants, clothes, and a lot of baby stuff- very misc..  I wish I could look at what other counties have to offer, but I can only look at the one I signed up for. . . Anyways, I really like the idea- instead of throwing something away, recycling it- and I recommend it to anyone- just make sure to check the box to view offers on the site, not through your mail- cause your box would be flooded!  When I initially signed up, I got about 6 e-mails from Freecycle informing me of how it works, but have gotten none since.
This morning, I met some nice ladies at the local school district who helped me continue my process for employment.  I guess the middle school is really excited about me- and I was tested for TB today (results in 48+ hours- and there was a bubble where the skin was taken, but it's been absorbed back into my body- isn't it crazy how that type of thing can work?) and tomorrow I'll be fingerprinted.  I'm about to meet a mom who I'll most likely babysit for Sunday nights (while she's in choir practice) and maybe Tuesday evenings as well.  We're eatting at a Meditteranian <sp?> place, which I'm excited about!  Hurray!
Aaron and I had a good Valentine's Day- I spent a lot of time cooking, but it turned out, and he liked it, so it was worth it, and I'd like to use the recipies again- sweet potato fries (so simple- peeled, thinly sliced- tossed w/ oil & salt baked at 425 for about 10 minutes, then flipped and 10 more) and Devonshire sandwhiches (baked- bread topped w/ turkey, bacon, and a cheese sauce).  Oh, and Peaches and Cream Pie-  I think I liked the cream better when it was hot- but at least it's something that lasts a few days. . .
So last night, I went to one of Chapman's Christian groups, and the small group I'm in rocks!  I'm so excited about it!  There are 4 or 5 other girls, and it seems like we'll get along and get closer to each other and God through this group- so I'm off now, but I hope you have a great day!

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cupid found me
02.14.05 (1:49 pm)   [edit]
Aaron and I started Valentine's early this year.  We're both working and he has classes 'til 4, so he took over the 13th, and I, the 14th.  Immediately after church (we didn't even help tear down!) He stole me away, and we drove for a while, and ended up in Balboa Park in San Diego.  It's my first time in that beautiful city, and I had a blast!  The park was preserved back in the 1800s, and served as the site for an exposition on Panama in 1915, so a lot of buildings date back until then, and it's a cool place to visit.  We went on a walk w/ a ranger, into a botanical garden, a history museum, and later in the night, dancing.  I think we were learning the cha cha.  Dancing can be fun, but I'm not good at it, and have a hard time getting the rhythm, so I think it will be a while before I get past what I'm supposed to do and really enjoy it.  We also went to Monsoon, and Indian restaurant in downtown San Diego, and it rocked!! So terrific! and mango mousse for dessert!  Anyways, I'm on lunch, and need to get back to tutoring soon, but one last thing: we came home about 11 (and 'home' in the liberal sense- the city of Orange, and our respective houses) and when I got in my room, I discovered a twin-sized bed- and a sheet, comforter, frame to go w/ and I was really confused and thought cupid sent it, but made it up, and slept more comfortably than in a long time- the sleeping bag on the floor has been it so far-- and this morning, I cooked breakfast (waffles w/ strawberries and whipped cream) for Aaron, and he pointed out a message our friend Ed had left for me- a surprise in my room!  He was gone before me this morning, though, so I've yet to thank this 'cupid.'
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a few of my favorite things
02.10.05 (10:25 am)   [edit]

The blog transformation is still in the works, but I've settled on the header as such.  it combines two of Van Gogh's works- the major one being the background w/ a huge lilac bush, and the other, a vase full of irises, placed over the planted irises in his garden.  It is glowing behind the irises because the bush was yellowish/orange, as was the paint behind the iris vase, so I merged them.  What does any of it have to do w/ snow?  It's very possible that at some point, the garden was all snowed over, and that since then, the bits and pieces the snow's collected are found even among the garden.  I'm off to tutor now, but will work on the color scheme of the remainder of the blog before too long now.  What do you think of the new header?
By the way, irises and lilacs are my favorite flowers- so that's why it was so exciting to play around w/ images of them.

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site construction
02.09.05 (5:34 pm)   [edit]
I'm changing the image of this blog, and am having a hard time w/ Adobe- 'cause I am working w/ 3 images, and it won't let me free-form crop.  Well, soon it will work out.  Today is warm, and home made food was great, and I played in the park w/ some friends- and there was a pomegrante tree, and at least one fig tree.  Back to Adobe.
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how big is forever?
02.07.05 (4:49 pm)   [edit]
It's been a few days.  How was your weekend?  Mine?  hmm. . . I went to garage sales and familiarized myself a bit w/ the area (no, I didn't get lost).  I'm close to some highways (not dissimilar to NCU) that connect me to other cities (again, like Minneapolis)- the only this is, besides Los Angeles, the cities around here are not centralized or massive, so you just drive in any direction, and you get the suburbs, which are actually just cities.  Anyways, from what I can tell so dar, garage sales (AKA what people buy) are not noticeably different than the from the Midwest.  I picked up a Hawaiian-print that is table-runner long, but could be used as a skirt and a pot (a bit bigger than grapefruit size) for my orchid ('Orky') and some things for Aaron for Valentine's.  No clues about them yet, though.  Did I already write this?  anyways, went to a Super Bowl party at a couple from church's house- stayed for the first quarter.  It's good getting familiar w/ and more friends w/ people around here.  And it was also great eatting food someone else prepared!  Speaking of which, for Valentine's Day, Aaron is taking over the 13th- when we'll go out, and I've got the 14th, when we'll stay in.  So mine will include homemade food- I think I'll experiment before than so it turns out!
Tutoring went well today- I was kind of scolded for not talking- if the kids said something or goofed off, I looked at them, and they stopped- it was always for like 5 seconds, but the lady in chargetalked about them runnig over me, so after that, I made sure to say something.  One kid started writing about what he would do if he was rich, and it included casinos w/ 9,999,999,999,999,999,999 ,999,999... tvs and gameboys- so I helped him say thousands instead- I mean how big of a casino is he talking about?  Also, he talked about halo, and how his rules for playing would be to 1) have fun 2) kill everybody.  It was kind of scary- but then again, he's a 14-year-old boy.  NOthing's come about for a second job, but as Aaron could say, I haven't tried all that much.  There are jobs available, but nothing's clicked yet, and I don't want to apply just yet.  I did find something today, though- tutoring elementary kids in the town next door- I'll call today.  I'll definitely find something this week.
It's been cool here- high of mid 60s.  Nice/wonderful- I love it, but I'll also love when it's in the 80s again.  It did rain yesterday, which is very important, because it's better for the plants and grass to grow on rain than from a hose, and all of those rivers and dams that entails.
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a break of light
02.04.05 (11:49 am)   [edit]

Cranium is one of my favorite games- it's so great to get different parts of your brain and body involved in a game!  The other night, Aaron and I played with our friends Grant and Naomi- kind of a battle of the couples- and it felt so good to laugh.  We both were in the lead at various points, but ultimately, Grant and Naomi won.  The game was a Christmas gift from my family- which makes me think- should I be looking for a game for Aaron for St. Valentine's Day?  hmmm. . . I mean, they're fun and all. . . Well, I'll post after the cause- I can't give it away!
I should have posted yesterday- there didn't seem to be a care in the world then.  Now I've got a weight back on me.  What happened?  I was enjoyeing life, feeling very blessed for having a great place to stay, fabulous people to hang out with, and now, a good job.  It's parttime (around 15 hours a week)- tutoring high school students in an alternative school.  We sit around a table, they study, I answer questions and review their progress. . . Between that and overwhelmingly feeling loved, the world couldn't have looked sunnier to me.  But now it's overcast.  I think it's just the settling in that must happen.  Life's been a party lately- but now school's started here, and work, so we all can't hang out as much, and Aaron needs space, and I still want to be with people, but not working full time yet leaves me w/ too much free time.  My room looks better now- with fake flowers and candles and fabric and frames.  No bed yet, though- but soon.  I sleep fine in a sleeping bag, and I don't want to pay much for something I'd have to sell or give away- I don't want to rent a U-haul for just working here 4 or so months. ..
So some good things:  It's sunny and warm here- beautiful flowers, friendly faces; I've got a place to stay more permanently (no couches- a nice break!); I've got a good job close by;  a good church; helpful, fun friends; a God who always wants to spend time w/ me; a music sheet for 'Jesu, Joy of Man's Desiring.'

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