this day has a bright start: the 3 new e-mails in my 'inbox' were from legitimate people!  I have multiple e-mail accounts, and this one was spam-free until recently, when I get multiple 'offers' and such a day (not nearly as bad as you though Amber) so I was preparing to possibly leave that address (so sad) when I checked this morning, and was delighted to see that I actually know the people who sent them!

it has taken me considerably longer to finish some tasks recently.  I don't know what the deal is.  I don't think it has to do with talking with people (people have been more talkative lately).  I know that I can work fast and finish mundane tasks rather quickly, so why are some things taking so long?  and why have I been having so many problems typing?  I can understand that if I'm tired, I may mess up typing, but have I been tired all week?  I thought you're supposed to get better with time and experience...  and also time's been odd at the apartment.  my car trunk is still pretty much full (on account of not wanting to get stuff wet and wanting to put the other stuff in its place first) and yet I'm having a hard time handling even what's already in the apartment.  I've placed the pictures (but haven't hung) and furniture where I want it and put some other stuff away, but I still think progress is slow.  Maybe 'cause I watched a movie last night (The Full Monty)?  I also saw the beginning of Westray, a Canadian film.  It was about coal miners being killed and it was creepy- the way the narrators used nursery rhymes to illustrate how 'the industry' or certain people were so evil and tricked these ordinary, lovable unsuspecting Canadia ns.

I'm glad to be going out this week- hurray friends and good times.  On the other hand, it's nice having a place to my own, too.  There's more freedom in it.  That could very well change soon, as I've only experienced that for the past 3 nights... especially with me being moody, it's nice not irritating someone else, and watching what I want and doing things at my own pace.  Then again maybe part of my recent outbursts on the blog have been because I haven't 'talked it out' too much with someone.  Maybe I should talk more at work...  all I know is that I feel like bursting when I don't have a way to share what's going on.  maybe I'm just ridiculous.

so I wrote more, but it was babbling even more so, so I'll end it here.