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i before e
09.20.06 (11:36 am)   [edit]

What's w/ the indecisiveness?  I irritate myself.  There are some things that I'm sure about- and go after, but other times, nothing really stands out.  I'm thinking specifically about choosing a restaurant.  I wonder why I've been restless?  I'm not feeling that way now.  More calm, maybe even collected Wink.  Maybe Amber's right.  maybe I like drama so much that if I'm not experiencing it, I create it (even in my mind).  Except it's more of expecting than liking.  I'm not used to things going smoothly- there has to be something wrong, it seems (otherwise I'm just fooling myself).

It's nice and windy out today.  I like the wind every day.  The only time I can remember not liking it was when the temperature was below zero, and the 'wind chill' even more so.  The wind is especially fun while wearing a long skirt! (which I happen to be wearing today).

I wonder how much can be explained away, like it's biological.  What I'm thinking about it is me crying and hormones.  I'm sitting here, listening to Coldplay's 'Trouble,' and while I'm not crying, I'm contemplative and calm, which is unusual for being at work.  Maybe I'm not fully awake Laughing.

I've been writing "I" way too much lately.

Fall starts Friday-into Saturday EST.  as in approx. 12:04a.m.!  At least, that's when the 'autumnal equinox' is.  I guess it's too late to pull together a 'goodbye summer' party...

 


posted by: inkspector (reply)
post date: 09.20.06 (4:26 pm)

As I was reading this, I was thinking that if you don't like "I" in the blog, you can "mob blog" using an alter ego and then you can refer to you and yourself as "we". There you go, a solution!

I do not like the cold frigid winds of winter.
It is creepy to hear it.

Be grateful for when things go well. I do believe you do create your own drama. I don't like drama, I like calm consistent environment. I dramatize when things are not going calmly. A long walk will cool me off.



posted by: SparklingSnow (reply)
post date: 09.21.06 (8:24 am)

Reply to: inkspector
Good point about 'we.' When there's a 'we,' it's harder to fight against, because there's strength in numbers, and you don't know who you'd offend when opposing ;)

and I'm definitely grateful for the times when things go well- I just need to show it more. and walking or running also calms me down- lets off steam.

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