so much!!!

I'm a little stressed and overwhelmed by a lot of things, good and bad- known and unknown.  the one link?  something I don't have (much if any) control over.  My grandpa is going to the doctor this week.  I love him and my grandma's marriage.  They tease each other, and get along so well, sort-of fighting, but there's so much love.  They're celebrating their 50th anniversary this month.  I enjoyed seeing pictures of them through the years- great Halloween costumes and loving their kids and just great senses of humor... that is a whole lot of pictures, though- so many borrowed memories...

there are a lot of things that I'm curious about, and I have no qualms about asking some people, even if it may be poitically incorrect or whatnot... At the same time, there is a time and place for everything, and I just have to be patient or accept not knowing everything in order to keep/set boundaries sometimes.  Being back at my old church, the one I'm still a member of, and have basically gone my whole life, was strange.  I hadn't gone since last December, when I was in town.  It's interesting to see how people have changed, even on the outside.  A very pregnant woman was down to her normal weight again, and could even have ad another chold during that time!  (but didn't) some people have aged...  it definitely felt weird, especially when I signed the 'friendship pad' with my Maryland address.

at least the tiramisu still rocks!

last night visiting 'home' so- good night, all