You are not M.  Well, not more than one of you are to me, at least.  And when the phone rang, so you could say, it was not M calling.  I have a feeling that it will continue to be an interesting day.  This may or may not have to do with the lack of sleep I achieved last night.  I was wired- what can I say?  My mind wouldn't settle.  Do you ever get so wrapped up in something or someone that it occupies your whole existence?  or at least keeps you awake...  But I feel great today- more like I slept a full night than anything else.  I'm very peaceful but have also had some caffeine.  I tried a Caribou Coffee Chocolate Mocha granola bar this morning.  Fabulous!!  I'm not a 'coffee' person- and the combination of all the sugary goodness w/ it took away the bitterness and gave me a decent breakfast-snack.  That, and I'm working at a hot chocolate as well.  This is from my boss-figure, who is also one of the surrogate-mother figures in my life.  I want to keep working here!  I'll talk w/ her again, but last time, it really seemed like mid-November is as long as they can keep me.  Which has been stressing me.  I enjoy the people I work with and the environment and stability (haha).  and besides the control freak in me, the planner is also bothered.  How can I make plans for vacations and maybe housing and a plethora of things if I don't know the specifics?  I know that I can continue w/ the temp agency and take other assignments.  I don't want to hop around, though, and they don't guarantee me full-time hours...

So now I'll continue on my day with Zwan.  Enjoy life, thank God it's Friday and show some love today!