by us I mean me, and by lunch I mean... that's the alternative (actually only?) option I had this morning.  I was (am?) feeling lonely today, and wish I was married.  I want to love on someone. :)  For now, I can love on myself by making myself lunch, and love on others in appropriate ways.  I may have especially wanted someone w/ me 'cause I had an awful nightmare.  It was so bad, that even after waking up, I wanted to screech!  (and believed that I could, which is really saying something, because I have a hard enough time speaking loud enough for people to hear me in noisy places- I'm not a volumous person ;)).