the sucky side of independence

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the sucky side of independence
06.21.07 (11:10 pm)   [edit]

after a great weekend visiting my family in the Midwest, I returned home.  Before walking in the front door, I arrived at the airport, and instead of thinking, "I am so excited to see him! I can't wait to see where he's at!" I thought, "I'm so excited to see the Metro!  I hope I time it right so I don't have to wait long."  I must say, it is a bit sad to not have someone to greet me & hug & kiss me.  I also think that if now was the right time for a nice relationship like that, then it would happen, so I'll enjoy where I am.  I'm grateful for public transportation & for not having to inconvenience anyone.  I also think that I complain too much, so I'll try to post positive things now, or at least balance perspectives.  I'd had a bad attitude (trying to turn that around) this week.  I'm so glad it's almost Friday.

I've had helpful, friendly people in reference to my teeth today (suspicious dark area on x-ray) which I'm happy about, since that helps me not worry.
I'm 'home' more or less now.  Technically, cat-/house-sitting at a friend's, but my keys are with me and no longer locked in my desk drawer at work (thank God for access codes/cards that work after bus. hours).
I run into so many important people, including you.  I'm glad that you made time for me today, and I wish you the best.

 


posted by: Chuckles (reply)
post date: 07.02.07 (1:23 pm)

Sometimes it's really nice to just ... be on your own, you know, with no one expecting you, and no expectations to which to conform.



posted by: SparklingSnow (reply)
post date: 07.03.07 (4:26 pm)

Reply to Chuckles:
yes. I think we're designed to be with people, though- whether society or a smaller group of people.



posted by: Chuckles (reply)
post date: 07.09.07 (1:12 pm)

I guess I just meant, enjoy it while you can. Each portion of our lives lasts for only a moment, so what more can you do but enjoy each one while you have it? It's just harder to live with regrets ... but I know it's sometimes impossible to avoid.

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