There's much positiveness and excitement in my life, regardless of what Friday's post began as.  <as another aside, I have to laugh at my current yahoo avatar. :D  When I had more freetime at my last job, I'd create different aliases expressing various personality traits and interests.  This one looks rather like a realistic Erin (who is dancing outside in the snow).  I didn't use them to actually communiacte with people, it was basically just an online way of playing dolls or dress-up.>  I was so caught up in the good things, radiating joy at work, etc. that i felt the need to counterbalance that with more serious, or at least other areas of reality.  To not diminish the value of the areas of improvement, I'll try to keep this brief.

Is there anything wrong about being excited and having a million unanswered questions?  Is it OK to ask those questions or think there may not even be answers to them?  Is there really an answer to why everything happens and why people do what they do?  Is it possible to not care?  to not assume anything?  How can we have a grasp on reality if 'the facts' are something that can be interpretted any number of ways?  Do we even know why we do what we do?  If someone asked me, "What do/did you intend with...?" or "... mean by...?" do I even know?  If I answer with what I think is honesty, can that be it?  How many layers are there to who we are and what we do?  How does language alter our perceptions?  Even people who have been friends for a long time can say one thing and have it be heard any number of ways.  Is it really that big of a deal to not 'get' each other?  Don't we all see the things the way we want to anyway?  How much research is necessary before making a wise decision?  what are facts anyways?  Why am i so blessed?