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tres amigos
12.21.04 (2:36 pm)   [edit]

Do you sometimes really feel alive and sometimes like you're not even living?  Me too.  Right now it's ont of those 'I'm alive' moments- not exactly tons of energy, but the 'I can feel pain and can hear and feel cold- type.  Life's good.  I'm happy.  It's just sometimes I go into a mode like 'school mode' and I don't feel like I experience as much as I am right now.  Maybe 'cause I've had to slow down a little.
One cool thing I've gotten to do is pet my friends the sting rays!!  If you've never done so, and get the opportunity to, don't pass it up!!  'They're like puppies' the announcer-lady said.  Friendly, yes, but you can't cuddle.  They're so smooth they feel slippery or slimy.  It made the rest of my day just to play with them, and just tour the water tunnel in general.  I think more museums should be hands-on.  Art and animals should be interacted with on many levels.


Here tres amigos: mi old roommate, HOPE; and friends CHUCK and JON.  I don't know how much to induldge you guys in on these great people, I'll just leave it at: They are wonderful, smart, fun people, with two of them interested and/or involved in journalism, so you should check out their sites.  HOPE also has cute pet pics.

 


posted by: Amber (reply)
post date: 12.21.04 (3:38 pm)

Wow Erin, this definatley seems to be the new trend (blogs), I am begining to feel out if the loop. Anyway, just think soon, home and Aaron, what can be better!?!



posted by: Chuck (reply)
post date: 12.22.04 (1:49 am)

Erin, I know what you mean about feeling alive but yet not alive. Today I was thinking, what does it mean even to be me? Like, I'm sitting here at 7 in the morning, feeling like I need to go vomit, yet not really feeling like sleeping though I know sleep is what I need to feel better.

Anyway, that didn't mean much, I don't suppose. What I mean is, how do I even know that I am "alive"? You know, like what does it really mean to see, smell, hear, feel? What is "real"? How do I know I feel the same things as someone else? How do I know this isn't all a dream?

Anyway, I am in a weird state of mind.

Que sera sera.

And thanks for the link.



posted by: Erin (reply)
post date: 12.22.04 (4:55 am)

Reply to: Amber
yeah- you should blog, Amber! let us know how or if the beaches in Florida are any better than the skywalks in Mpls! hehe
also, you're right, there's not much better than home and Aaron, except maybe Aaron at home, which he is right now- but he'll be 'home' w/ my family soon. Right now January seems far, though- Christmas and New Years are in-between! It'll be here before we know it, though.



posted by: Erin (reply)
post date: 12.22.04 (5:01 am)

Reply to: Chuck
Hope you're feeling better, Chuck. yuck.
Yeah- the 'what's real to somebosy?' question is intriguing- what does an orange smell or taste or look, etc., to someone? How do we each interpret it? I don't think it's only our tastebuds that perceive things differently. And about whether or not it is all a dream, a lot of times, when I feel this 'realness,' it seems like it IS a dream- that I'm living someone else's life, or something someone else planned. Dreams and movies often seem more real at the moment than life does. I often think 'I can't believe this' in real life more than in anything anyone creates.



posted by: Chuck (reply)
post date: 12.22.04 (2:06 pm)

Reply to: Erin & Amber

Yes, Amber, you really should get a blog! I second Erin's motion.

Erin, I'm feeling better. It does sometimes feel like a dream, though, and I know what you mean--sometimes I feel more powerless, more like a spectator, in my "real" life than in watching movies, etc. What is existence? What defines consciousness? That's a question of the ages for philosophers. How am I different from, say, Hope's dog, Panda? She actually seemns more happy than me much of the time.

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