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| 01.01.05 (2:18 pm) [edit] |
Happy New Year!
Let's go backwards in time. I stayed up 'til 2, the last hour I was wide awake and hyper, and also worried. My brother worked 'til midnight, and I expected him home after that, but he went out, but I heard him come home before I calmed down enough to sleep. I dreamt that I was kind of the 'other woman.' But in a nicer way. It had to do with an ex-girlfriend, and that being over, and what we have is real. My boyfriend was not Aaron or anyone I know, but it seemed real. But it is not real. The dream must have been a spattering of all of the romance comedies I saw last night. The last one was Kate and Leopold, which kept me up 'til 1. Except for a couple minutes preceding midnight, until almost 12:30. So no, I did not count down and cheer at midnight. I also don't have resolutions. I think I should, and should write them down, but right now, I'm just jittery and hard enough on myself. Writing or saying something is really scary for me. It's like it makes it real. More real than just thinking or seeing something. Like this whole tsunami and its effects. That's the main reason I haven't written since Tuesday. I'd feel like a jerk not mentioning it, since it's had such a big effect on me, not to mention millions, if not billions of people around the world. I know that God is good. He is faithful, and I don't know why He let this happen, but I'm trusting Him to bring us through it, provide for those who need so much help- medically, emotionally, spiritually. I've been praying, and don't know what else I can do- I have clothes to send, but it looks like they're just looking for money. I wish I could share some peace and comfort with the hurting. I'd like to cry and share the pain, and hug them. But maybe they already get that from each other?
Before Kate and Leopold, I watched You've Got Mail with my parents. The big thing I was thinking about before sleeping was movie plots and love. For the most part, or least as much as I could remember, love stories in both movies and books involve at least one person giving up something very big- and/or making a big leap. In Kate and Leopold, this involved jumping off a bridge into a time portal. In You've Got Mail, it was seeing something good in a person you despise. Love takes work. You can't sit still. 30 years from now, I don't want to realize I'm just living with a man, with that being the only thing in common with the man I marry. The same address and name should be only a small percentage of what a married couple has in common! I don't want to be a stranger, and I know that takes work, but I'm willing!
So what did you do to ring in the New Year? (or any other comment you'd like to share!)
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posted by: trickangle (reply)
post date: 01.04.05 (12:37 pm)
I've had a lot of weird dreams lately, too. I probably shouldn't share them on here though. (Send me a message if you want to know.)
Now you made ME feel bad about not mentioning the tsunami in my blog! Sorry, everyone! But, it's like you said, what do you say about something like that?
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